Mixtape 1: DEMONS

by de Fontaine

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1.
02:11
It's hard to see the space you're in spending days just analyzing if living is supposed to feel free then why does every day feel so draining the demons are here they're inside my head they draw nearer nearer holding me hostage they beg to be fed they feed off my nightmares and drain my courage the demons are real now they are made in my own image and now we fight fight the feelings regain the mind that is yours i am one being
2.
Been lost for days chasing a blaze my eyes are bright but glazed the man's a liar my soul's a fire all my desires what is the reason? what is the reason of being at all? the walls crawled, patterns revealed in the chaos, beautiful organization, godless but purposeful, senseless but meaningful and this angst this weight, this pain this memory is a gift. Been lost for days my careless ways, no sober days i want to see it, enough to believe it, just to be near it what is the reason? what is the reason of being at all? and every sunset she watched from her porch was a reminder, of a routine destined to halt, on a ship going nowhere, and all she ever had, was time (time that seems endless) what is the reason?
3.
02:13
Uncomfortable. Intolerable. Unbearable. Deplorable. Incorrigible. Unbendable. Unbreakable. Undependable. You smooth over it. You smooth over it. You feel none of it. So why bother with it. Cause you benefit. Cause you benefit. The air is toxic and I am over it. Can you hear me now? I am standing here. My voice is very loud. My mouth is shaped like yours. Can you hear me now. Can you hear me now? I am getting loud. You cannot stop us now, Too many of us now. Oh yeah I see your cage. Releasing pent up rage. down with my childish ways. I won't blindly obey. I won't rely on you. Think for my goddamn self. won't be denied by you. Every feeling felt. You see it now acknowledge it. That's your privilege. You smooth over it. You smooth over it. You feel none of it. So why bother with it. Cause you benefit. Cause you benefit. The air is toxic and I am over it. Can you hear me? First they came for her, then they came for him, till there was no one left till there was no one. First they came for him, then they came for her, till there was no one. You see it now acknowledge it. That's your privilege.
4.
03:00
It's near. It's here Brand new world Don't be scared. I know you will Brave new world I'll stand with you. Brand new world Joining hands. Brave new world I'm ready to watch you die Testify against your lies I will I will not surrender writing it down, doesn't make it right. I won't let them sacrifice for your opinion. We are non compliant We are the non compliant
5.
02:50
Blurry lines. Don't you know you've been on my mind Leaning in for a compromise The air is thick in paradise Let me show it to you The streets are alive tonight And everyone knows your name it's true I wanna hide away with you If you wanna go, I'll go with you You look like trouble to me And it's brewing, under the surface You look like trouble And it's so obvious If you wanna go, I'll go with you
6.
Come on war boy show be that you really mean it Paint your face boy show me that you really want it To Valhalla driving faster faster faster Witness me now, I live, I die, I live again, sir. I chase it, I chase it, I fully embrace all the racin' I'm racin' I'm shining, straight driving I'm gaining on you you see me I see you Just drive Just drive Just drive Just drive
7.
And we're making our own way. Following our every whim it's true we've found a sound inside us it's new i promise it's real I get chills I get chills I get chills 'cause i heard you play it the first time I feel your rhythm jn my thighs Better than the rhythm of the night You got me feeling so high Not asking why And we're making bank now, A hundred million dollars galore It's true i heard you play that song for the first time i sang along And got chills I get chills I get chills cuz i heard you play it the first time I feel your rhythm in my thighs Better than the rhythm of the night You got me feeling so high Not asking why I'm in for the ride
8.
03:07
Do what you want to Feel what you wanna feel Don't you want to be free let it flow so easy If you gonna rain on my game day I'm gonna make an album take a damn pen to my existence unmask my inner phantom I'm not fucking around, I'm in completely, feet on the ground, I slice in neatly Let's forget these anxious feelings display them around for all to see my demons live outside of me Groove to the music, if you can groove then you can get used to it Groove to the music, if you can groove then you can get used to it Embrace your darkness, if that's who you are then you be true to it Groove to the music, if you can groove then you can get used to it If you gonna rain on my game day I'm gonna make an album take a damn pen to my existence unmask my inner phantom Do what you want to Feel what you wanna feel Don't you want to be free let it flow so easy
9.
god isn't gonna fix this we're just full of it when there is nothing left to say we pretend to pray how do you console the living once the dead is gone we can't find the words we'd rather not look on exchange casualties keep estranged these daily cruelties this daily mortality is taking it's toll on me

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released January 19, 2018

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